Life is like a box of chocolates you never know what your going to get

Yes this is what you think it is, although we don't have a scanner so I just took a picture of it and downloaded it, there will be better pictures later on. 2 weeks ago we found out that I was pregnant!! Very shocked and very excited, I think it is still sinking into my brain. This is baby buttress taken today, 8 weeks 2 days. Everything looks great so far, this is our 3rd ultrasound because I am nervous so they let me come in every week to check on the baby. The heartbeat is now at 168. We are seeing our fertility doctor at this point and had our first appointment with the OBGYN today as well. Once I am 10 weeks our fertility doctor will release me to my OBGYN, there I wont be as lucky to get an u/s every week. This happened all natural, no medicine, no doctors, no IVF just us two. So you can imagine our shock when the HPT came up positive. We have a long way to go but are just so thrilled about this news that we wanted to share it with you all. Also of course we have been faced with a very difficult decision of weather or not we were going to continue the adoption. This weighed heavily on our minds as soon as we found out I was preggo. After much thought and discussion between ourselves and our agency we have decided not to go forward with the boys at this point. There are many reasons why but I am not going to list them all on the blog, but please feel free to ask us and we will explain how we came to this decision. We had to do what was best for the boys and for the health of me and our unborn baby. I believe everything happens for a reason (well almost everything), and though we may not understand why at the time, eventually it all falls into place. We will keep you posted as this pregnancy progresses and hopefully have better u/s pictures next time around. Thank you all for your continued love and support!!